seriously, I was going to write “winces” but wrote “vinces” and didn’t understand what was wrong about it. Then I was going to write “bruises” but wrote “bruces” and I didn’t get what was wrong this time either
Not sure what this is supposed to be, though very inspired from a JohnLock (eeeh, not sure if my memory serves me right…)… No names, so I guess it can apply to pretty much every fandom…?
There have been times when I spent my every waking moment dreaming of you, of us, together.
There was never a face, never a voice, never a gender, and never a race, but even so I always knew I would know you when I first laid eyes on you.
I knew I never needed to hear your voice or look into your eyes to know, it would be enough to look at you across the room.
Do not ask me how, because it is impossible to explain. To even attempt to put it into words or coherent sentences is something I do not wish to think about.
All I ask is that you accept that this is the way it is.
But there is another thing as well.
Even though we met only very recently, I feel I have known you for a very long time.
Not you, not exactly. I do not mean your body, or your voice or your personality.
No, I mean your soul.
It is as if we have known each other before, time and time again, even though we have not always met in every lifetime.
Young, old, male, female, human or not, you have always been you and I have always been me.
We have been friends and family, co-workers and enemies.
But still we are reborn, as if something that should happen had not yet come to pass, as if all our lives in various forms have been new chances, given to us time and time again, so we might learn from our previous faults and mistakes.
Until that lifetime we make the right choice.
Even though I do want to make the right choice this time, I fear for what happens when this lifetime ends.
I do not to live other lives without you, but yet I am not sure if I can continue on this never ending path of being born anew, and having to spend years looking for you, never sure if I will find you in that life or any other.
Throughout all my lifetimes I have cared for and loved you in various ways, but this time it is different.
I know this feeling, for I have had it for others before, but this time it is for you.
Marry me, and then perhaps we can spend all our lives together.
My old comp (with XP) runs so much better than my new one (2 1/2 years) with win7, so I’ve been on my old one for the past two weeks or something
But I should probably go back to my new one again, or just copy out my fanfics so I can continue on - and finish - my Love of an Assassin series… I’m only two chapters down on the second part (Now He Knows), and I’ve written the ending (part three) ages ago…
I just haven’t been in the mood for writing smutty asscreed love
But maybe if I try again?
I started this series close to two years ago, and I last updated Jan 4th….